The androids are coming....

And I'm not talking about phones.

"Treasure Planet" Film Review

Treasure Planet seems to be one of those Disney movies that everyone forgets about, and then when it comes up later they realize, "Wait...Disney made that?" And rightfully so. This film is one of the weirdest things to ever come out of Disney. Back then, in 2002, steampunk was really just starting out, and people thought it was quite odd. You wouldn't know that now, considering that steampunk is currently one of the most popular subcultures. But for some reason, Disney knew early on that it was going to be big, so they probably thought, "Hey, let's do Treasure Island in that type of weird steampunk theme; we'll start a trend." And maybe they did, or....did they?

Disney has built up a reputation of clever and endearing children's movies, which usually feature talking animals and goofy characters. So science-fiction stuff just isn't their strongpoint. I understand that they really made an effort in terms of special effects and production design, and that works well. But the weakest component to the story is basically the characters. In previous Disney movies, stories that require humans to interact with anthropomorphic creatures almost always works; perhaps this is due to how the characters are goofy and not taken too seriously. In this movie, however, the seriousness just makes everything come off as awkward. It's weird to see the characters interact with each other in a dignified manner despite being two different species. 

"But wait, doesn't that mean that this is a world in which species interacting with each other positively is a metaphorical representation against real-life racism and isolationism?" 

Yeah, I suppose, but such a concept has been done before. At least in similar movies where different species interact with each other, there's enough humor to poke fun at the situation in which you feel like the movie is saying, "Ha, get it? It's funny because animals aren't supposed to talk!" But when the movie fails to do such a thing, and promotes the idea so seriously that it feels like such interactions are supposed to be completely normal, then it just feels weird. 

This movie is pretty dry. You would expect more humor from Disney at this point in their career, but that rarely happens when they do an "experimental" film such as this one. I guess that they may have also been trying to attract teenagers to come see their movies. However, being a teenager who is obsessed with Disney only recently became an item. Treasure Planet missed that boat, and lost its chance to become a memorable Disney film through a concept that was just too ambitious at the time. 

Overall rating: 5/10

"Despicable Me 2" Film Review

Most of the time, I try to avoid kids movies. Not because I have anything against them, because there are always a few (like Spirited Away or Toy Story 3) that stand out and do the job of catering to both the kids and the parents. That being said, I always wanted to watch scarier, sexier, more violent movies when I was a kid, and for years I was forced to watch movies that were more "appropriate" for my age. Now that I am practically an adult I am very much enjoying how I can basically watch whatever I want. Yet there are times when I let my guard down to see if a recent kiddie movie is any good. Sometimes it works out okay, and other times.....eh. 

Let's face it, people; the movies that have come out this summer so far have not really raised the bar too high, with the exception of Man of Steel. I needed something to do on Monday, so this is what came up. I understand that the concept of not-making-a-sequel-because-the-story-should-end-where-the-last-movie-ended is pretty foreign to most Hollywood directors, and this movie proves just that. I did like the first movie a lot. Despicable Me was mostly original, it was funny, and had enough wit to entertain the kids, teenagers, and parents. Too bad it did well, because as soon as that happens the Hollywood producers start insisting on a sequel, and usually it happens. And those sequels, like this one, are wholly unnecessary. 

The plot centers around Gru, who is now a single dad to his three adopted daughters. He is kidnapped and brought to the headquarters of the Anti-Villain League because they want to recruit him to help stop a mystery villain from using a stolen serum to destroy the planet. Gru is then assigned a female partner named Lucy and they snoop around the local mall to catch the perpetrator. But the pressure to provide the girls with a mother and troubling details from the past are complicating things for Gru. 

I will give this film credit because I understand that computer animation (or any animation) is a real bitch and you have to be in-it-to-win-it when you are a part of that type of movie. That being said, there have been better computer animated movies. I know that, because this is a kids movie, producers think they can get away with overdone or terrible jokes and minor plot inconsistencies because of the old, "Ah, kids, they're too stupid to understand" reasoning. But they have to understand that parents (and to some degree, teenagers) are probably coming along as well, so they have to be entertained as well. Sure, kids need stuff shoved in their faces "in case they don't get it", but I think that most kids can figure most of the plot out on their own, so you don't need to make every plot "twist" so blatantly and obviously foreshadowed that it's simply annoying. Also, there are a few inconsistencies with the characters at certain points, most notably when Lucy acts a bit cold when she kidnaps Gru and then all of the sudden she's a nice girl. And some of the designs for this film are a little uncomfortable. The colors are so bright that it feels like every inch of the screen is shouting at you, or it seems like you've died and gone to some Play-Doh heaven. 

The biggest issue presented in the movie is the concept of single parenting. They touch on it a lot, and I was wondering if this has made any single parent uncomfortable. They also try to dumb down the concept considerably so kids will understand it, which is kind of weird considering the seriousness it presents. I'm not saying that Hollywood is trying to start domestic arguments or anything, but introducing somewhat-mature and serious issues into children's films are getting kind of old by this point. 

Don't forget the minions. I get that the minions are really the only thing that appeal to the majority of the audience, but they have milked their appeal so much that it's tiring. They promoted the crap out of this movie and the minions were basically the only things they used. Isn't it soooo convenient that kids movies are so damn marketable? 

All in all, this film is just another drawn-out, lukewarm, bland film. So much more could've been done, but they wasted the opportunity with overdone jokes and awkward dialogue. 

Overall Rating: 4/10

Purge Your Room! (Or Your House)

In honor of my deep-cleaning day, I have decided to spread some good wisdom towards everyone.
So if you are drowning in clutter and can't figure out how to get rid of it, answer the questions below. If you answer "yes", you should probably toss it:

1. Have you not used it the past couple of days?
2. Is it broken, badly damaged, or not working?
3. Do you have at least two similar items already? (Exception: sheets, towels, cup, plates, and those kinds of things that are duplicates in themselves.)
4. If it is over three months old, is it still in the box?
5. Is it something your children outgrew years ago?
6. Did you pick this item up and realize that you had forgotten about it?
7. Can it actually be used in your home?
8. Is it something that you always believe you're going to "fix" but you never got around to actually doing so?
9. Did you pick it up because it was free and not actually use it for anything?
10. Has it been stuffed into a box and forgotten?
11. Is it something that you outgrew years ago?
12. Is it part of a specific activity that you are no longer involved in?
13. Does it have no business being in your house?
14. Is it dusty, decaying, or tarnished beyond repair?
15. Is it creating organizational problems?
16. Does it serve absolutely no purpose other than ornamental decoration?
17. If you answered "Yes" to the previous question, is it being overcome by other, similar decorations?
18. If it is an article of clothing, is it outdated or too tight?
19. Can you see this item staying in your house during the next five years?
20. Would you walk by this item in a store but not buy it?

"Neil Young: Harvest Moon" Album Review

Wow, first album review! The reason I am doing this is because I noticed how some of the movies I've been reviewing lately are actually kind of mainstream and I don't think it's keeping the blog on track. So I've decided to pump a little Hippie Bohemian vibe onto these webpages. 

Now, this album came out a while ago (read: 1992). But even before then, people had started to move on from the 60's. They were probably wondering why Neil Young, one of the biggest hippies of that decade (he was in Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young, for crying out loud), was still out making records with subliminal psychedelic and "peace" images in an era where rap music was gaining prominence. 

And yes, I can understand that...but way to stick it to the Man by creating a kick-ass album, Neil!

I have a lot of favorite albums on this track. "You and Me" was one of the first songs I heard off of this record, and it works nicely as a quieter, more melodic version of a love song. The title track is not unlike something you would see a couple of hippies dancing to at Woodstock while tripping out (hey, to each their own). The most haunting track on the album, I would have to say, is "War of Man". The message in this song isn't too subtle (spoiler: Anti-Establishment) but the lyrics have some truth in them. It speaks of how all humans are equal to each other and that battles just leads to nobody winning because if you are killing someone who is equal to you, then aren't you only damaging yourself? 

I know people would argue with me, but this album is pretty relevant to what we experience in the world today. So dim the lights, burn some incense, and put this album on your playlist. 

Just try not to trip too hard. 

Rating: 9/10

Can A Person Be Hot And Empowering At The Same Time?

The movie Sucker Punch came out about three years ago. Though it was epic, a lot of people criticized it because of the apparent "subliminal messages" it contained. The movie is heavy on action sequences while playing on the theme of oppressed women and how they liberate themselves, which is good, but a lot of people were confused as to how this could work when the girls were wearing some pretty revealing outfits for most of the movie. The funny thing is, the actresses themselves have stated in several interviews that they actually felt very empowered in their roles and felt that the movie got it's message across positively. And even the director explained that he didn't put them in skimpy outfits to objectify them; he wanted to bring to light how "fanboys" (who usually value brains over brawn) actually desire attractive females as much as the dominating macho-types do. 

So I ask the question: can you be attractive and yet "empowering" for your gender? 

Let's face it, we can't go through a day without seeing an attractive women being used to market a product. Their skinny, meticulously tanned bodies grace everything from Jaguar ads to Greek yogurt commercials. But at the same time, have you ever noticed that men are idealized in advertisements as well? How they possess miraculously white teeth, a six pack, and a fresh wardrobe? Don't get me wrong, men have been portrayed as unattractive or clueless, especially when it comes to baby-related commercials, because we all know that men just can't be attractive, successful, AND a good father, right? Of course they can, just as women can be all of those things. But society is telling us everyday that somehow you need to pick either sexiness or integrity if you want to succeed. 

How is it that you can't be both?

I think the easiest way to explain this would be to compare the classic nerd and the popular kids. The popular girls are attractive and sociable, but also submit somewhat to their jock counterparts. On the other side, the nerd girls have all the brains and character, but they may lack social skills and flawless beauty (this is hypothetical, of course; we are all beautiful.) And you would think that since the jock boys enjoy their sexy girlfriends, that the nerd boys would enjoy their somewhat-unattractive girlfriends, right? 

Actually, not quite. While the consumerist, mainstream culture seems to cater to the jocks by presenting sexy images of women, the nonconformist, "nerd" side isn't much different. Nerds may value brain over brawn, but they are still boys. They're still going to most likely prefer a sexy female over a zit-covered one; why else are female comic book and video game characters always seem to be scantily clad? And it's not just the boys. I'm sure that most girls would not turn down someone like Ryan Reynolds for someone like Mel Gibson. We don't like to admit that we tend to notice physical attractiveness before brains, but let's face it, we do. And some people have too much of a problem with that, despite how they probably do the same thing. 

Don't get me wrong, I am against women being objectified in every sense. But why is it only a problem when women are portrayed as sexy? Is it because it's encouraging men to become chauvinists? Or is it really because the very people who criticize these objectified women are actually somewhat jealous of them? 

That's right, I said jealous. 

I know some of you are thinking, "When I see a girl in a short skirt and tight blouse, I'm not jealous. I just think she's helping to further perpetuate a stereotype." But hold on a second: why would you be concerned that she is sexually appealing if it really just means she's going to have to deal with possible sexual harassment all by herself? What ever happened to "to each their own"? Why should we even care what other girls are wearing? It's not like she's forcing you to wear it; her decisions don't affect you except for the fact that you are both the same gender. Yeah, I get the fact that if a man sees her walk by he may automatically think, "Now that I have seen an extremely attractive woman, I am going to use her as the standard for any other woman I come into contact with because I am only listening to what my ding-a-ling is telling me." Yet not every man goes out with the sole purpose of objectifying women. It's kind of thrust onto everyone through shameless advertising. We seem to forget that the men and women are being paid, not forced, to appear seductive in an ad. 

But again, apparently if you appear to be more attractive than other people of the same gender then it is wrong. I actually think that it's because when we see these models, we get a little nervous that people we come into contact with may reject us or harass us for not being as attractive as the "beautiful people", or that they will expect us to live up to the same standard. With that logic it sounds like you can only be a good female/male role model if you are not too attractive or sexy, because then you are not "empowering", you are just shamelessly parading yourself around with your beauty and we should hate you, though we won't know why. 

So in order to totally NOT play along with the possible sexist connotations against your gender, you can only win the fight against the chauvinists by just...not being attractive. 

Wait, what? 

So if I choose to wear tight clothes or a skirt that's a bit short then somehow I'm no longer a role model? That I'm not a "good example" and that I just present the other gender with the idealized sense of beauty I'm supposed to be against? 

This is when I think, "Well, look who's putting appearance before character now!" Ironic, isn't it?

Being attractive is not a bad thing. I don't think movies would be very successful if we hired average people to be in them. I think the root of the problem is that we value beauty and we value brains but from some strange reason think they aren't supposed to go together. 

The nerds and the populars will never accumulate! Everyone must stay on their side! Everything must be segregated! 

But why??? Wouldn't putting these together be the best of both worlds? 

To conclude this, I do believe that you can be empowering and attractive at the same time. Being smart does not mean you have to sacrifice inner beauty; usually the girls who combine the two are among the rarest and most wonderful of all (this goes for the boys too, by the way). And if people give you a hard time about being sexy, then who cares? You've got the wit to deal with it, and that is what's empowering. 

P.S. Sucker Punch is an awesome flick...go see it! 

How To Survive A Horror Movie

So you're in a horror movie and you really don't feel like dying in a terribly gruesome fashion? You aren't alone. Plenty of characters survive horror films, despite the genre, and after comprehensively  researching their techniques, I have compiled the following tips.

1. You don't need a cellphone at night or in a remote part of the country because it won't work anyway.
2. If you are experiencing a haunting in your home, then MOVE. Unless the spirit "latches" itself to you, in which case you are screwed.
3. An axe is a very handy weapon that can be used to appropriately dismember zombies and other undead entities.
4. Don't go camping with a bunch of friends if someone suggested the trip despite having no prior knowledge about the location, or generally any knowledge about being out in the woods.
5. Refrain from having sex when strange occurrences are happening because it makes you an easy target.
6. Dress conservatively. If you have the appearance of a stripper or ego-maniacal athlete you will be one of the first ones taken out.
7. When people look at dark or abandoned places and say something along the lines of, "Let's check out this creepy place for no reason whatsoever other than to act upon our own egos", it is a sign you should not follow them.
8. Make sure your parents actually care about you and don't let you just wander off when there's a killer on the loose.
9. Leave ancient books and verses alone. Just bury them in the ground or something.
10. If you encounter a home intruder, sit in the closet with a gun and simply shoot at whatever comes by. (Why doesn't anyone ever do this if it's a perfectly rational solution?)
11. Assume that the police and investigative reporters are terrible at their jobs and learn to fend for yourself.
12. Always have a weapon on hand.
13. A map would not be a bad idea either.
14. Check your trunk and backseat before driving anywhere.
15. If you are on the run from something, do NOT get out of your car. Drive into a well-populated area and cause a scene.
16. If you are on foot during a chase sequence, take off your heels. It may also help to get rid of other items, such as a backpack, that will slow you down.
17. Do not trust elderly people who live in the middle of nowhere. Actually, don't trust anyone who lives in the middle of nowhere.
18. Disregard certain local legends and you are pretty much guaranteed to die.
19. Always make sure that you know where you are going.
20. Never hitchhike, and never pick up a hitchhiker.
21. If you hear banging on the door, barricade it, and stand by with a weapon.
22. Stay away from neighbors that seem a little strange.
23. Do not trust the government.
24. Do not hide under the bed or in the closet; serial killers are not usually that stupid.
25. Do not attempt to climb a tree unless you are positive that there is no way for someone to light a fire under it.
26. Zombies come in many varieties and may move slow or be able to run as fast as you. Don't try to guess unless you are willing to bet your life on it.
27. Avoid drugs and alcohol at night.
28. Make sure to do research and find out if your family has some type of dark past that may come back to haunt you.

100 Things To Do When You're Bored

Just for fun, here's a long list of activities you can do when you have nothing to do. Numbers #25 and up are exclusively Bohemian.

1. Have a staring contest with your cat or dog.
2. Go through your closet and sell some of your clothes on Ebay.
3. Make a fort in your closet.
4. Go to a parking lot and put condoms on the tailpipes of all the cars in one row.
5. Walk up to the drive-through while making car sounds.
6. Blast heavy metal CD's with all the windows open and start moshing in front of your neighbors.
7. Bark/Meow at your pet until they answer you.
8. Make a short film of yourself eating cereal.
9. Put two peeps in the microwave and watch them mutate.
10. Perform assorted surgeries on gummy bears.
11. Start a journal filled with photos of strange foods (ex. conjoined gummies, oddly shaped crackers, etc.)
12. Find a food in your cabinet and eat it in a strange way.
13. Using old clothes, stuff them with garbage bags until it looks like an adult human. Put shoes on it and hang the dummy from the gutters with a ladder off to the side. Wait for people to freak out.
14. Go trick-or-treating, especially if it's a long way from Halloween.
15. Attempt to climb a tree in your yard.
16. Go to the dairy aisle in a supermarket and do the waltz with a random person.
17. Dress up as a superhero and stop one petty crime (ex. littering, loitering).
18. Create your own alphabet.
19. Argue with yourself.
20. Rearrange the "Mystery" section of the library so the spines are hidden instead of exposed.
21. Buy certain items at Wal-Mart that will make the cashier and nearby shoppers freak out.
22. Buy orange traffic cones and reroute your whole neighborhood.
23. Go to the Apple store and ask for Blackberry support.
24. Put on a puppet show for your cat or dog.
25. Have a romantic dinner with your imaginary friend.
26. Buy stretchy black shoes, a black turtleneck, and black pants. Slink around the house like Audrey Hepburn in Funny Face.
27. Read A Clockwork Orange and claim the movie is better.
28. Find a strange word in the dictionary and write a letter that claims how much you disagree with the provided definition.
29. Reenact one of Hamlet's monologues on your front lawn.
30. Sit in a tree all day.
31. Lighten your hair color with flour or chalk.
32. Make new curtains out of old scarves.
33. Dim all the lights, put on Mozart's Requiem and succumb to your insanity.
34. Put on dense mascara/eyeliner and cry your eyes out for no reason.
35. Create a color-coded menu and shop appropriately.
36. Paint a depressed self-portrait and burn it.
37. Make a short video of you burning things.
38. Find a white wall and allow your black paint pen to move freely.
39. Ask yourself why you're bored. Feel guilty. Have a drink.
40. Customize the cover of an old textbook.
41. Try sleeping in a weird position.
42. Create a tent by a tree using silk blankets.
43. Discover a new conspiracy.
44. Read Vonnegut.
45. See what you're favorite band is up to.
46. Dye your hair an obscure color.
47. Write a love poem for no one in particular.
48. Make a short animation.
49. Ask yourself who you are.
50. Repaint assorted things in your house.
51. Empty your last liquor bottle.
52. Take a walk in the rain.
53. Go thrifting.
54. Create a bonfire in your backyard.
55. Create a fairy house under a tree.
56. Write an angry poem about materialism.
57. Rearrange glass bottles on your windowsill.
58. Make a candle out of an old teacup and cooking fat.
59. Read an old book.
60. Write your own book.
61. Critique a movie.
62. Take pictures of your cat.
63. Make a piece of jewelry out of something you found outside.
64. Book an exorcism just to be safe.
65. Scribble poetry on your nails.
66. Use eyeshadow erratically.
67. Contemplate getting a tattoo.
68. Make yourself a bowl of rice.
69. Meditate.
70. Burn incense until the house is filled with it.
71. Feed the birds outside.
72. Rearrange your picture frames.
73. Dance with yourself.
74. Paint your vehicle.
75. Visit an art auction.
76. Go to the library and pick out the strangest books you can find.
77. Bake some bread.
78. Pick out the flowers in your yard and put them in an old vase.
79. Draw a Runic symbol on your forehead.
80. Start chanting.
81. Take a bath and babble in Shakespearean verse.
82. Braid your hair and accent it with charms.
83. Watch a movie with no plot.
84. Watch a movie with no dialogue.
85. Watch any movie.
86. Paint your nails...and your face.
87. Learn how to say basic phrases in a dead language.
88. Break into a drum solo.
89. Alter a shirt dramatically.
90. Accent a piece of clothing with safety pins or studs.
91. Draw something in chiaroscuro.
92. Burn a candle until it goes out.
93. Write a song.
94. Paint a frame.
95. Rearrange the art in your home.
96. Paint your door.
97. Try out a new form of incense.
98. Color your nails with the softest graphite pencil you own.
99. Think of alternate monikers for your name.
100. Scream into the mirror.

Memories of Hurricane Sandy

So, after coming back from a day at the Jersey Shore (Ocean Grove), these are my observations of how it has been since Sandy:

-The boardwalk is completely gone. All that remains are a few lampposts on two-by-fours suspended above the sand, and a fence.
-There is no grass or large dunes.
-The building which was located by the Asbury Park casino has been washed away completely.
-The fishing pier that used to have a little building on it? Half of it vanished.


But that was the worst from what I could see, as far as Ocean Grove goes. I'm astonished that they were able to rebuild this fast; Chris Christy is the MAN.
Ah, Sandy, how I remember thou. Let me count the ways....

My memories of the hurricane began around late October of last year. Dad had received some meteorological observation from a ski patrol center close by, and they said that there was a storm coming up the coast and we had better be taking it seriously. Back then, we knew about the hurricane, but it still seemed like it would die out before it got up here.
Damn, did we underestimate the power.
The brunt of it came the Sunday before Halloween, at night. By around 9pm, the power went out, and you could hear the wind trying to push the house over. Nobody slept in their own bed; my sister and I ended up in our parent's bedroom, while my brother slept on the couch with mom. It was kind of terrifying that night, because the trees were swaying really hard and I was so afraid one was going to fall on the house.
There was an eerie silence when we woke up. My dad, after reporting that there was no power in Warwick, Greenwood Lake, Florida, or basically in the immediate area, went to the ambulance bay with my sister in case people needed help. The sun barely came out, as the aftermath of the storm still hung in the sky, with some icy rain falling in cycles. We had to put on our bathing suits and wade in the hot tub to try and clean up, but it left a film on our skin that felt weird. I got through the rest of the day by reading books and trying to sleep.
There was no school for this entire week.
That was Monday, and Tuesday was more of the same, until we received a notification that people in the village were getting their power back. Among these lucky people was my grandma, so we ran to the car and stayed with her. Not ready to throw in the towel on the upcoming holiday, I set up a bunch of Halloween decorations, expecting people to come. But the day came and went with no Halloween activity at all, and everyone started to get anxious. On TV, we watched as people who lived along the coast were wandering through the piles of debris that used to be their neighborhoods. One neighborhood in NJ even burned to the ground after being washed over by the storm. The Red Cross and FEMA came in, trying to give the homeless some decent food and tents for shelter, but a brief snowstorm swept through and simply added more insult to injury.
We still couldn't even get to the center of our own town, since it was flooded. The Internet was down for most of the week, and a lot of people could not get in touch with each other. It took a while just to connect to the school district's website and confirm that there would be no school until Monday. We also saw that they had opened the high school to those who wanted to charge their devices and take a shower, which was a smart idea.
On Thursday, we acquired a small generator and hooked it up to the house. We were only able to run a few lights, a power strip, a TV, and DVD player, but it was still the best news we had received since my grandma's power went back on. The neighbors came over, and I think that after five minutes there were at least ten different devices being charged off of the power strip.
The rest of the week was somewhat more bearable, despite having no power. We waited, but by Sunday night, it was clear that we would have to get ready for school in the dark. And Monday morning, we did.
The teachers had to completely reschedule their lesson plans and a couple people were still grumbling about having no power. Though I was among them, it was a big relief about two days later when the power came back and I could take a shower again. Nothing has ever felt as good as that shower did.
Looking back, I realize that our situation with the hurricane was bad. But after seeing those people wading through water, being rescued by boats, and stumbling over wreckage that was once their house,  I knew it could have been worse.
I won't end this post like that, though, because I'm sure you've heard that a thousand times before. I think that the hardest thing to get used to was seeing Ocean Grove, a portion of my childhood, practically washed away in just a few hours. The comeback by the people along the coast is remarkable, and their recovering efforts have been amazing.
Yes, we took a serious blow to the gut.
And I think it may have made us a little bit stronger.

Current Summer Playlist

Every summer, I get into such a routine where I listen to a couple of songs pretty often. So far, here are those songs:

1. "Heart-Shaped Box" by Nirvana
2. "Let's Get Lost" by Beck and Bat For Lashes
3. "Spindrift" by Rush
4. "Eclipse" by Pink Floyd
5. "The Pretender" by Foo Fighters
6. "Resist" by Rush
7. "Radioactive" by Imagine Dragons
8. "Working For The Weekend" by Loverboy
9. "Welcome To Paradise" by Green Day
10. "Drive" by Incubus

What's the "face" of your summer?

Every season or specific time of the year has a "face": an image, song, smell, movie, or trigger that instantly makes us remember a certain type of life event. For example, me watching the Rush documentary takes me back to two summers ago, when I watched the movie for the first time. 

It's almost as if our brains have all of these "jars" that trap special moments and can be reopened with exposure to certain things. 

My "jar" for this summer is building up tediously, but if it had to have a certain picture on it that summed it up, I think it would be of me in Saratoga, walking around the little town and driving through the battlefields in a torrential downpour. Of course, this may change as September looms, but for right now I'm sticking with it. 

Right now, I urge you to think of the "faces" that decorate the moments in your head. What are your "jars"? How are they triggered? Figuring these things out will not only improve your memory functions, but also help build good mental coping mechanisms. 

The Dreaded Blank Page

Considering that I have just completed the first four chapters of my new book, I think it would be appropriate to say something about the process of writing.
Ernest Hemingway once said that the scariest thing he ever saw was a blank page. Once again, there is wisdom in his words. A blank page is not only intimidating, it is frustrating because after a while it feels like it is sitting there laughing at you. And if you are an absolute perfectionist like myself, everything you put on the page may appear to be ridiculous, and you will most certainly change it later.
So I have a few tips for you writers out there:

First Drafts are always bogus. You will never write a complete novel the first time around. But even if you do, it's really just a method for brainstorming. Look back over your ideas, polish some off, scrap a few, and bring in some others. First Drafts are good for future laughs, though.

Develop backstories and characters before starting. This is a big one. You want to have some sort of direction, and having a full explanation to motives and unexpected events will help you to pull the story together. You don't want to have things be vague or unexplained.

Chapter outlines are your friend. These will be a lifesaver if you get stuck. It really helps to completely right out a basic summary of the book, from start to finish. Then, separate certain events into chapters, and keep it all together. If you are unsure of where to go, just pull out the document and your writer's block is instantly diminished.

So is a thesaurus. Try to avoid using the same words over and over. It gives the sense that you truly are an amateur, and your readers will not be impressed. Using interesting vocabulary helps to enrich the context of the story; just try not to go overboard with the long words, or it will look like you're trying to show off.

Notebooks are great for experimentation. I always try to work with a notebook first, because it feels less judgmental and plus, you can cross out your mistakes and replace them with newer ideas. It will help you to get a better grip on the project if you have a clear view of how it's actually coming together. The only downside is that you have to copy the notebook pages onto the computer, and this is a tedious process.

Give it some time, but don't procrastinate. You can't rush art. If you are stuck, take some time to relax, and let it come to you. However, it would help to establish a certain type of schedule so you don't get off-track. Otherwise, you may find the tone of the book has rapidly changed, or certain events make no sense at all.

"Bel Ami" Movie Review

Before we start, I want to know if it's possible for Robert Pattinson to go through a movie (with the exception of the 4th Harry Potter film and the first three Twilight Saga installments) without having sex with someone. Not that I don't get some sort of satisfaction by watching this kind of thing in movies, since part of me is still an immature eleven-year-old when it comes to sex, but seriously, he needs to expand upon his talents. (That's the word I'm going with, pardon the unfortunate coincidence). 

But on with the actual review. Bel Ami is based on the novel of the same name and takes place in 19th-century Paris, where Georges Duroy is a struggling journalist who can barely keep food in his stomach and a prostitute in his bed. However, as he makes his way around Paris, he meets a well-to-do young woman (Christina Ricci), and the two begin an affair. This goes well for a while, with Georges making new acquaintances and climbing his way up the social ladder, until a former prostitute reveals an earlier relationship and Christina Ricci's character feels betrayed. No matter, for Georges then moves on to a much older, wealthier widow, Madeline (Uma Thurman) and subsequently marries her. But the age gap is enough to make Georges feel like a pawn, and he begins another affair with an older woman, and at the same time Madeline is beginning to have other interests as well. Georges must deal with his new reputation and the old affairs that haunt him before they consume him entirely. 

The movie's biggest strength is the wonderful female cast. Ricci, despite being known for oddball-type roles, plays her part excellently, and you can really feel the tension between her and Pattinson. Thurman is fiercely charming as Madeline, though the interactions with Georges is sometimes uncomfortable to sit through, and may give the appearance of Georges being dependent and whiny. But, all things considered, isn't that what the film is supposed to do? As for Pattinson, he does his role justice, even if he appears to be upstaged by his costars. 

It should be noted that the film heavily relies on sex scenes to keep itself going, but in nearly every instance of this type of encounter, the two characters don't seem to be enjoying it too much. In the disturbingly rough (but clothed) sex scene that Pattinson shares with Thurman, he actually starts yelling at her to slow down, giving the impression that she may be raping him, which may cause some discomfort among viewers. But all things considered, the movie itself is well done, even if the central theme of sexuality seems to lag quite a bit. 

Overall rating: 7/10

"The Cabin In The Woods" Movie Review

I understand that with a title like The Cabin In The Woods, it is hard to imagine this film as being any original, much less good. But before you close this review due to a lack of interest, hear me out. 

This movie is not only really good, but has a new, original concept that pays homage to the classic Hollywood monster films, and plenty of other horror films. A very entertaining experience for a horror junkie like myself. 

The story revolves around a group of friends who plan on spending a weekend in a secluded cabin in the woods. When strange things begin happening (like the arrival of a redneck torture family), they begin to realize that maybe their situation is part of a much bigger scenario. And they are correct: the cabin is a sort of sacrificial chamber in which five young people of distinct personalities (whore, athlete,  scholar, fool, virgin) must be killed by a monster that they unknowingly choose to awaken. There is a whole army of people watching the group, making sure they are killed off correctly and nothing goes wrong, because if protocol is broken, then everyone will pay the price. 

This is a very well-done film. It does the basic job of a horror movie while at the same time recognizing its genre and subsequently paying homage to and making fun of it. The best part overall was (SPOILER ALERT) when Dana pushed the button to release all the monsters upon the scientific SWAT team (that's what I'm calling them), and bloody screams abounded! Though a bit slow in the beginning, this movie is thoroughly entertaining for all horror fans and is one hell of a good time. Props to the studio for making such an interesting and exciting film!

Overall rating: 10/10

"Katy Perry: Part Of Me" Movie Review

Just as a disclaimer, this film is not an extended music video of the song by Katy Perry. The movie is actually half a concert movie, half a documentary, detailing Katy Perry's rise to the stage and demonstrating how she put together her California Dreams Tour in lieu of a tumultuous relationship, marriage, and divorce. 

This is when we finally get to see Katy Perry without makeup. (Though, to be fair, it does look like she has a habit of wearing it to bed on some nights). We are taken through every aspect of her tour, from traveling back and forth, choosing backup dancers, and designing costumes. We hear from her sister, her closest friends, and even her grandmother. Katy herself also comes clean about a lot of things, including her relationship with God and her views on true love.
This movie shows just why I love "RockDocs" (although in this case it should be called a "PopDoc"). The documentary Rush: Beyond The Lighted Stage will always be my favorite, but at the same time, it's nice to get some insight into a different type of artist once in a while. Am I a Katy Perry fan? To a point. She has good songs, and her music has a very happy tone to it, so yes, I enjoy listening to her. But I did admire how this film reaffirmed my opinion of her as a genuinely good-hearted person.
Katy Perry: Part Of Me is a must-see for anyone obsessed with Perry, or just anyone who wants to see a celebrity in their bare skin.

Overall rating: 7/10

"Into The Wild" Movie Review

This film took me over two weeks to finish, mainly because it was inappropriate in some areas and could only be viewed when I was alone (which was no so often). But, following the critical acclaim this film received, I decided to push forward, and upon finishing the film, I found that I was....less than impressed.

Now, this film was not terrible. Heavens not. The cinematography is well done, the musical score is good, and even the script does a fine job. But the main problem in this film, a very obvious one, is the character of Chris McCandless. This movie is based on his experiences, so I'm not going to try and deliberately criticize him or anything, because he was a real person. 

That being said, he was a very naive and unprepared person. 

The story of Chris begins with his college graduation, when he decides that he is going to abandon his nurturing suburban life, which includes a loving family and a large trust fund, to live in the wild. Though he had some previous experience with living life on the lamb, he dreams of going to Alaska, the ultimate frontier, and right after graduation he decides to fulfill his promise. The long journey to the "Last Frontier" is filled with all sorts of interesting experiences, whether they be exciting or harmful, and he meets some very colorful characters. When he reaches Alaska, he sets up camp in an abandoned bus, and realizes that life in the wilderness isn't as easy as he previously thought. 

People say they admire Chris for his optimism, courage, and perseverance. And while these are all fine and dandy, he is also extremely impulsive. Throughout the film, he believes that he can do things like jump trains, hop over properties (or borders) without ID, and abandon his car in the middle of nowhere, all without getting caught. He tries very hard to disappear, and since he barely has contact with his family, he doesn't seem to care that they are so fearful of his disappearance that they hired a team of private investigators to find him, and were worried sick for months. He also has an extremely idealized view of Alaska, thinking that it is a land of plenty that will fulfill all of his needs infinitely, and that includes emotional and social needs. 

When Chris keeps making one mistake after the other, you find it hard to feel bad for him, much less recognize him as a hero. He's from the suburbs, for crying out loud, and he's barely ever been on his own. In fact, his journals would detail how he accepted, once he began to starve, that people need other people to survive. I will say, though, that it seemed noble of him to accept his fate as self-inflicted. But his death could have easily been prevented had he been better prepared. Many survivalists have criticized McCandless, stating that due to his naivety and ill-preparedness, Chris had essentially committed suicide. And perhaps he had. 

Chris' character aside, the other cast does their job well, except possibly for Kristen Stewart, who appears awkward next to Emile Hirsch. Jena Malone, who is Chris' sister, also does a good job, though I wished her character had more development. 

Overall, the film itself is decent, but drags on way too long, and the main character will probably irritate most viewers. 

Rating: 6/10

Where are the humans? (A look at modern-day mentality)

I think that most of us can agree that in today's world, modern people do not make it easy for themselves. You have probably heard most of these already, and perhaps have even thought about a few of them or said them:

"I can't be happy with what I've accomplished. The only thing that matters are the things I haven't done."

"I want to say something, but have to keep my mouth shut because I will receive more criticism than support."

"I have to yell because as a (fill in the blank: female, male, gay person, etc.), I am a representative of my group and I absolutely have to say something, even if it's already been said."

"I only support certain beliefs because everyone else is too, and I don't want to be left out."

"I have to be my own person because I just have to." (Which begs the question: are all of these "individuals" really fulfilling their title by doing something that has become popular in recent years?)

"If I conform, then I'm a clone. But if I don't conform, I'm a freak."

"I am the only person who has any idea what is going on in the world."


I especially love those "if-then" statements. In this day and age, we face two basic issues: either people are ignorant enough to be happy, and don't see the problems, or they are so neurotic and serious about things, and are completely informed. We are told on a daily basis to "stand for something." People are encouraged to post things, to take pictures, to rant, to rave, to scream....or just sit back and let someone else do it because, you know, if you don't yell about things then you are more civilized than those other people are. We have preconceived notions about people from the moment we look at them or hear about them.
"Well, that person is gay/straight/black/white/male/female, so he/she must be......"
And don't tell me that "only other people think that". Everyone thinks that at some point.
So, I want you to say the next three words to yourself, very slowly:

I AM HUMAN.

I am human, you are human, we are human. Individuals, yes, but we must face the fact that no matter how different you may appear to be, we are all the same species.
Technology and society keeps convincing us that we should separate ourselves into groups, and then separate ourselves from that group. And hey, you don't have a group to belong to? Well, we just formed a group for those people!
We all belong to at least one of them: child, teenager, adult, senior citizen, female, male, black, white, Asian, gay, straight, girly, goth. They change and evolve as we grow. We leave some and join others. We may form our own. And we think that we can only belong to certain groups.
But....
What if I told you that the biggest group is one we all belong to?
HUMANS.
We must start recognizing that we are all humans.
We all have flaws.
We fall in love and are loved.
We make things.
We destroy things.
We distance ourselves, and cling to people.
We are marked by a certain culture, location, belief system, or race.
We judge others.
We are judged.
We speak up.
We stay quiet.
We have strengths.
We have weaknesses.
We dominate.
We are defeated.
We create solutions.
We create problems.
We want to make an impact....
Even if it is not as big as the impact others have made.

I know that at least three of the above have applied to you. It's because you are a human. (Unless you are some type of reading animal, in which case, congratulations on your new skill!)

Celebrate being a human today. And the best way to do that is to keep doing what you always do: wake up every day and go about your business.

Today's Musings

Not really supposed to mean anything. Just some ramblings.


How old is your psyche?

Where are we anyway? Are we even here? Is this even now?

Burn me alive, roll my ashes in that paper and have a smoke!

I'll have your heart and eat it too.

Smash your face into the picture. See how delicate it tastes. 

I'm only blind when I look through your eyes.

Hungry for a controversy....

Feed me the truth and I'll regurgitate lies. 





Maybe I am going crazy....

"Pan's Labyrinth" movie review

Ever since I saw the poster for this about seven years ago (maybe longer), two thoughts have crossed my mind: "How in the world can fantasy be for adults?" and "I need to see this eventually."

So glad I did. 

Though this is Guillermo Del Toro's most widely-known piece of work, it took an experimentation with Mama to get me to trust his storytelling skills enough to watch this film. Since Mama was interesting enough, Pan's Labyrinth then made its way to my "Need to Watch" list. 

This film starts off with a background story of how Princess Moanna, the daughter of the King of the Underworld, became interested with the human world and therefore journeyed to the surface. However,  the sun blinded her and erased her memory, and eventually she died. Her father has since believed that her soul would return one day. Enter the young Ofelia in Spain during the year 1944. Ofelia and her pregnant mother are traveling to meet Captain Videl, Ofelia's brand-new, viciously militant stepfather, who is only concerns with eradicating the rebel fighters that are hiding in the woods. 

Ofelia becomes aware of the apparent fairy activity near the house, and one leads her to an old stone structure called a labyrinth. Inside, she meets a faun, who insists that she is the returning soul of Princess Moanna and must complete three tasks before the moon is full if she wishes to return to her kingdom. 

People, this is fantasy at its best, and holds the same amount of depth as Lord of the Rings. The cinematography is excellent; you can tell that the production designer takes pride in his work. The makeup is also incredibly effective, from the faun to the Pale Man (I am never eating grapes again!) 

I understand that the concept of foreign films drives some people away, despite the fact that Hipsters are supposed to be making them more popular. And the fact that this is definitely not a kids film will also help create an extremely narrow field of interest. But seriously, if you are looking for a film that is intensely appealing to the senses, this is one to put on your list. The result of the story playing out on screen is breathtaking, though at times heart-wrenching. Definitely not one to miss. 

(As a side note, don't see this if you get nightmares easily.)

Overall rating: 10/10